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I find myself thinking about you more than I should .
2.08pm , 27March .
















HAHAH ! It so adorableee ! <:




Hello ! <:
I've got nothing to update :x .
Veryveryvery bored !
;eeks , probably going out later ? ^^
Hmms , tomorrow going sweep the tombs or something @ malaysia .
Gotta wake-up super early !
4+am 5+am like that >: .
I guess i neeed to sleep early today (: .


I learnt this during literature lesson , hahah ! :P






Red Roses


1: Love @ First Sight .
3 : Iloveyou .
18/80 : I'm sorry .
24 : I can't forget you .
99 : I really love you .
108 : Will you marry me ?
999 : I want to be with you forever .


Red : Love .
Pink : Crush , Admire .
Yellow : End .
White : Death .
Blue : Mystery .



The rest idon'tknow already :x .
Hahah ! <:



Ending here , byebye ! ^^








You: You know you made me suspicious very much ?
Me: Okay ? How did i made you suspicious ?
You: everything about you
Me: What do you mean by EVERYTHING ?
You: Everything you told me till now .
Me: So should i change the way i talk to you from now on ?
You: Sorry i dc .
Me: Ohh . should i stay away from you ?
You: Up to you if you want to .
Me: Hmm , alright . Again , i know : you dc .
You: I meant i disconnected .
Me: Still the same . I'm not changing anything i'm saying . You don'tcare .
You: I never meant it that way .
Me: Yeah ... i still rmb you telling me that you think that we should stop keeping in contact , and i know that you still think that we should stop keeping in contact .
You: That wasn't for real .
Me: And fancy myself for letting that one and only sentence affect me so damn much .





When you were inside your mom’s tummy ...

Your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her ,
and you thanked her by kicking her all day long .


When you were 1 year old ,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you ,
you thanked her by crying all day long .


When you were 2 years old ,
your mom started teaching you how to talk ,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama .


When you were 3 years old ,
your mom brought you to the park ,
you thanked her by running around the pond , and chasing the ducks .


When you were 4 years old ,
your mom bought you some toys ,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day .


When you were 5 years old ,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you ,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece .


When you were 6 years old ,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten , so that you can start making friends ,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate .


When you were 7 years old ,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school ,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class .


When you were 8 years old ,
your mom handed you an ice cream ,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap .


When you were 9 years old ,
she paid for piano lessons ,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice .


When you were 10 years old she drove you all day ,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another ,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back .


When you were 11 years old ,
she took you and your friends to the movies ,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row .


When you were 12 years old ,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows ,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house .


When you were 13 years old ,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming ,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste .


When you were 14 , she paid for a month away at summer camp ,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter .


When you were 15 , she came home from work , looking for a hug ,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked .


When you were 16 , she taught you how to drive her car ,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could .


When you were 17 , she was expecting an important call ,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night .


When you were 18 , she cried at your high school graduation ,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn .


When you were 19 , she paid for your college tuition ,
drove you to campus carried your bags . You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn’t be embarrassed in front of your friends .


When you were 25 , she helped to pay for your
wedding , and she cried and told you how deeply
she loved you . You thanked her by moving
halfway across the country.


When you were 50 , she fell ill and
needed you to take care of he r.
You thanked her by reading about
the burden parents become to their
children .


And then , one day , she quietly died .
And everything you never did came
crashing down like thunder on
YOUR HEART ..








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