Sunday, March 28, 2010
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If one day we become strangers , how will you feel ? Maybe you'll feel life became better , cause we don't have to struggle to get the same oxygen for ourselves . But I'll feel pity , cause I've lost someone like you .
7.32pm , 28March .
Hello people (: .
Ihatetoday ttm ! TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM TTM ! >:
Cause ... cause ... cause ...
I fell down ): .
& its damn fucking pain .
Can imagine ? Feel from a high place where there is rocks and disgusting thingy onthefloor .
Ewwwww !
Okaye , today woke-up at 4+am .
Bath and stuff then off to Malaysia @ 5+am .
Lools , damn tired .
Then went to sweep tomb , damn dark .
Then , after that went grandpa's tomb there .
So , its like better already cause , not so dark le , its like around 7+am :D .
Dad ask me and few cousins to do up and put paper on the grass thingy .
I also don't know whats that /: .
So , i'm standing at the highest point -.- .
So , my cousin lost her balance and push me down as to hold her balance .
Fuck , i sprain my leg >< .
Cried like a motherfucker .
My legs and hands started to bleedbleedbleed .___. .
So , i didn't talk to my cousin ATALL .
Cause , she didn't apologize to me .
Like fuck .
I bo chup her when she's talking to me .
What i told her was "CAN YOU PLEASE SHUT THE FUCK UP , I DON'T REALLY WANT TO TALK TO YOU NOR SEE YOU !"
Dad calms me down .
Useless laaa .
So , i did my own thing , and she did her own thing .
Didn't talk throughout .
Whatever .
Don't feel like elaborating .
Don'tknow whyy , felt so irritated .
So moody everyday -'- .
Ending here , Byebye ! (:
Girl: Hey … I know its been week since our last conversation .
Boy: What …
Girl: I thought it was fucked up how you left me right after you got what you wanted .
Boy: Okay …
Girl: I saw so much more in you but you proved me wrong .
Boy: Nice to know . Well i got my girl over talk to you later .
Girl: Yeah … thats exactly what you told someone when i was over . Imy ..
Boy: Get this in your head . You’re cute and everything but i don't like you anymore .
Because of him.
Because of her.
Because of regrets.
Because of mistakes.
Because of death.
Because of birth.
Because of happiness.
Because of sadness.
Because of lies.
Because of the truth.
Because of grades and school.
Because of break ups.
Because of what ifs.
Because you walked away when you didn’t want to.
Because life isn’t fair.
Because you fell for him/her when you know you shouldn’t have.
Because you wished you could turn back time.
Because you want to talk to him/her.
Because of disappointment.
Because of misunderstanding.
Because of drama.
Because of friends.
Because of enemies.
Because of pain.
Because of suffering.
Because you care too much.
Because he/she doesn’t care.
Because of cheating.
Because nothing makes sense anymore.
Because you have no one to lean on.
Because it feels like it’s you against the world.
Because you know it was just a dream.
Because of betrayal.
Because things just don’t go your way.
Because wishes don’t come true.
★ C.TYLZXC here (:
I love myself for being such a fool in front of you.
Carina'Nanavictoria.
