Sunday, March 14, 2010
Love always begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop .
You can love someone for a day, a week, a month, or even a year. But it still takes your whole lifetime to forget them.
Sigh .
Seriously , i hate my life ): .
Idon'tknow what's happening recently .
People giving me bad comments and stuffs .
MUM says she can't control me any furthermore and wants to send me in GIRLS' HOME .
Am i so bad , so wild ? I wondered .
I guess , i really need to control my temper /: .
So many things bothering me and yet i have noone to turn to .
Yes , i have , but , idon'twant to waste their time listening to me crapping .
I guess , sleeping is better than listening to me crapping .
I shall talk to myself then (: .
I owns a private blog , not because i wants to bad-mouth people here .
Just that i wanted to RANTS everything that i'm unhappy out here .
Because , i just can't take it .
If you're going to love me , love me deeply . If you're gonna break my heart than break it all . If you're going to care , care for me completely . If you decided not to hold me , than just let me fall . If you are going to stay , than stay forever . If you want to leave , than do it today . If
you're going to change , change for the better . If you're going to talk than mean what you say .
Sometimes when i had nothing to do .
Or when i felt sad .
I took out a penknife , i started slashing my wrist , legs , arms .... .
I saw blood flowing out , but ...
I don't feel any pain , you might think that i'm lie-ing , but seriously , i really don't feel any .
Probably , penknife is already a part of my life (: .
Sigh .
How i wish you can be mine's back ): .
I miss you & I love you alot .
But , it seems that you doesn't .
So what if i wants you to be mine again ?
Forget it /: .
Sigh , once again , Iloveyou&Imissyou .
My love for you has never faded , hope yours too (: .
C.TYLZXC here (: .
I love myself for being such a fool in front of you.
Carina'Nanavictoria.
