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The worst thing about getting your heart broken is going to sleep and knowing you’re going to wake up and nothing has changed .
5.07pm , 2April .





Hello people (: .
Today was GOOD FRIDAY .






Hahah !

I manage to trick 20+ people yesterday <: .

Okaye , dad went fishing today , i manage to avoid going :P .
While unfortunately , brother got dragged :x .
So , went jp with mother & sister .
Lools , ain't in any mood actually .
Cause , mum promise to buy me a bag if i got 70+ for my chinese test .
& i got 79.5 ! That liar !
Now , i need to save money to buy !
Forget it , i will get dad to buy for me .___. .

Whatever , don't feel like updating /: .

Sorethroat -.- .
Can't shout ): .
& my voice sucks now . eeeeeeeeeee .


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When you break her heart, the pain never really goes away.
When she misses you, she's hurting inside.
When she says it's over, she still wants you to be hers.
When she walks away from you mad, follow her.
When she stares at your mouth, kiss her.
When she pushes or hits you, grab her tight & don't let her go.
When she starts cursing at you, kiss her and tell her you love her.
When she ignores you, give her your attention.
When she pulls away, pull her back.
When you see her at her worst, tell her she's beautiful.
When you see her crying, just hold her and don't say a word.
When you see her walking, sneak up and hug her waist from behind.
When she's scared, protect her.
When she lays her head on your shoulder, tilt her head up and kiss her.
When she steals your favorite jacket, let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.
When she teases you, tease her back and make her laugh.
When she doesn't answer for a long time, reassure her that everything is okay.
When she looks at you with doubt, back yourself up with the truth.
When she says that she likes you, she really does more than you could understand.
When she grabs your hands, hold hers and play with her fingers.
When she bumps into you, bump into her back and make her laugh.
When she tells you a secret, keep it safe and untold.
When she looks at you in your eyes, don’t look away until she does.
Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything.
Don't let her have the last word.
Don't call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is so much better.
Say you love her more than she could ever love you.
Argue that she is the best girl ever.
When she's mad, hug her tight and don't let go.
When she says she's OK, don’t believe it, talk to
her about it, because 10 yrs later she'll still remember it.
Call her at 12:00am on special occasions to tell her you love her.
Call her before you sleep and after you wake up.
Treat her like she's all that matters to you.
Don't ignore her when she's out with you and your friends.
Stay up all night with her when she's sick.
Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid.
Let her into your world.
Let her wear your clothes.
When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
Let her know she's important.
Kiss her in the pouring rain.
When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is; "Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
After she reads this, she hopes one day you'd read it too.


To (insertname) :
I still love you alotalot ,
idon'tknow whether you still love me anot ,
but , i still love you and misses you alotalotalot .
I'm really satisfied that i could see you again before i leaves school to camp .
& , your faces kept on appearing in my mind .
Whenever your face appears , i just can't control my tears .
Atlast ... i cried .
I cried and cried and cried without anyone knowing ,
because .. idon'twant them to know that i'm still mesmerising you .
Idon'tknow we're over anot , i really hope not (: .
Its gonna be 2nd month soon , how foolish am i ?
To cry every night and waiting for your call and message .
I just can't get over you .
Whenever i receive a call and message , i would rush to my phone and hoping its your name .
& i'm satiafied .
Hahah ! Impossible , CARINA ! STOP DREAMING !
Everytime i walk pass places where we went , i felt veryvery sad .
I really hope all these would come back again .
You remember were are those places ?
I really hope you won't avoid me or hate me ): .
Cause , i want to be friend with you .
... actually , i want to be more than just a friend with you .
Forget it (: .

Sigh ... hope you're feeling better and get well sooon (; .






I was always the cautious one .
Letting people step over me like a piece of paper .
As long as things were okaye , i didn't mind .

Idon'tmind if other people love you .
Idon'tmind if you love other people .
It's not because Idon'tcare about you .
I care about you so much that the only thing i want ,
is for you to be happy & satisfied .
Because it worries me when you're not happy .
So i make sure everything is okaye .

It doesn't matter what i want in this world anymore .
Because i'm so damn afraid of everything .
I can't take a big step .
I'm afraid of what i want .
Because it might make me seem greedy .
For things i don't deserve .







★ C.TYLZXC here (: