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Sometimes you just have to hold your head high up , try not to cry , and say goodbye .
5.17pm , 01April







Hello people (: .

2More dayys to CLARE; Cousin's birthday ! :D
Hahah , she will be 21 yearsold already oh :P .

APRIL FOOOOOOL DAY TODAY !
So far , 2people tricked me .
While i tricked moreee than 10people oh ! (:
Yayness ^^v .


Well , let me say about camp thingy :x .

First , IHATECAMP .
Second , I was being forced to come .
Third , I miss someone like hell and almost cried .
& MANYMANYMANYMANY moreeeee .


Okaye , went for 2D 1N camp .
& ihateit .
I only enjoyed the High elements; Flying fox (: .
The rest i don't really like .
Me & Sheila was in GROUP 4 , while Geni was in Group 3 .
So basically , there's no difference laaa .
Just that i'm freaking emo there that Sheila BTH me , cause she asked me something , either i didn' reply or shake or nod head .
Sorry ! :x
Campfire was not very interesting compared to lastyear .
I'm like trying to entertain myself with stuffs .
So , Me , Sheila , Geni , SzeKiat & KarHong was entertaining eachother nohr .
*bleah* .
Then , we were like talking about scaryscary things , hahah !
Damn hilarious .
Sheila was damn scared till she almost cried .
When i talk about scary things , szekiat like like *BOOOM !*
Then i will *SCREAMMMMMMMM !*
Then that szekiat go drag me , for fun ... and my hand jitao bua on the rough floor .
Like parade square like that . Whoaaaa , damn pain .
/: , KarHong fell down and sprain his ankle , followed by sheila fell down also , leg bleeding .
Then szekiat fell down , leg bleeding .
While Geni got BlueBlack .
& I have a baluku , all thanks to Sheila ah .
Start of the camp , she injure me ): .
Then that szekiat keep on hitting my head for no reason -.- .
Painpainpain !
12am lights off .
Slept , i was like ...
Sleep until damn diffcult nohr .
Nevermind 1day only >: .
Then suppose to report at 7.50am .
So we should be waking-up at 7am .
But , Geni & Sheila had i hard time waking me up .
& its at 6.10am !
Lools , my eyes was like damn blurrr , and i fell down :x .
Whatever , then went to brush teeth and bath .
The water damn cold :x .
I was like , screamscreamscream when i touches the water .
Not really scream , but my screaming was like not really loud ^^ .
Hahah !
Wash the boys' toilet .
Didn't do much things anyway .
Then , gave MRKHAN Geni & Mine's MC .
Ending-up tio KP .
Did 40squads somemore .
Kena 90push-up by the SO ! Wtfzxc .
Can imagine , that MRKHAN nagged me from camp back to school -.- .
Miserable . Regretted going camp .


Whatever laaa , camp is over !
Yay .



Lastly ...
I HATE CAMP TTM !



Byebye ! (:




Boy : I hated when you talked to other guys , and chilled with them behind my back . I hated when you say you want to be with me but within the next night or next day , you change your mind . I hate when you tease me like that . I hate when you text other people when you’re talking to me . I hate when you kept leaving to other cities or towns which made me miss you so much . I hate it when you believe and accept what other people tell you . And i’m sick and tired of you saying sorry everytime we break up over stupid reasons . But I stay .. why ? Because I can’t get over you . I look at you when you’re not looking . You’re the last person I think about before I sleep and you haunt my dreams . Whenever I wake up , I look at my phone , hoping that I have a text from you . I miss you randomly when i’m doing something that reminds me of you when we were together . I stay for a lot of reasons , and one of them is YOU give me hope . I sometimes think that HEY ! Maybe one day we can be together , maybe one day you’ll realize that we belong with each other , maybe , just maybe you’ll realized that we’ve come so far , to not just throw away everything we worked hard for . I stay because you mean alot to me .



I hate when I get that feeling when I know I’m about to cry . When I feel the tears well up , and my face gets flushed . But I hate it even more when I have to hold it in , because someone walks in , or catches me . Because I don’t want to have to explain myself . I don’t want to hear the ‘Are you okay ?’s and the ‘What happened ?’s . Because I know that what I’m feeling , is something you may THINK you understand .. but really , you don’t understand it at all .









★ C.TYLZXC here (: