Thursday, June 17, 2010
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有很多事情是不能从心开始的 .
8.55 , 17June .
To: All parents out there. From: Most teens out there.
Dear all Parents ,
The more you wanna stop us from staying out late , The later we comes home .
The more you wanna prove us that we are _______(Fill in the blanks) , The more we will prove to you that we are not .
The more you wanna control us , The harder it gets for you .
The more you wanna stop us from going out with someone , We’ll go out with that someone more often than usual .
The more you wanna act like you know everything , The more we will prove to you that you don’t know a single shit .
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We lead OUR life . We do what we want . And no one is able to stop us .
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Thank You So Much, And have a nice day .
(;
Yours’ Truly ,
the Teens .
Hihi :> .
K , USB not working again :@ .
;arg , so frustrating !!
Yay !
Day out with Sisters & Brothers tomorrow :> .
Monopoly with siblings today .
*Yawns*
HOHOHO !
MAHJONG TOMORROW !
I like i like ^^ .
Today is kind of busy for me :x .
Lastnight , actually sleep already .
JONATHAN called >< .
GOSH .
I was shock k .
Chatted with him with a sleepy voice >< .
He said he was very upsad blahblahblah , personal k , our secrets :> .
& we chatted for 3+hours ?
Cheer-up brother :) .
I'm tired k .
Then Mini called >< .
Chatted throughout .
Then battery flat :x .
I wanna go UNIVERSAL la .
Stop planning things that clashes with my personal things la :< .
Eww :( .
Sentosa > Siloso beach > Vivo > Arena > Clubbing tomorrow , yay ! :D
Thats what Jonathan gave me .
& i need to wake-up frigging early x.x .
I remember something , you know .
HAHA .
Cheryl call me ..
Cheryl : Carina ! Wake-up wake-up !
Me : Orhorh ..
-Continue Sleeping- .
*Press my house bell* (Noone open)
Spam calls ..
Me : HELLO ?
Cheryl : Carina ! Where you , we outside your house leyz .
Me : OH ! WHATTHEFUCK .
Faster open the door and get ready for hours :> .
HAHA !
Suppose to meet @ 8am .
Cheryl called me at 4am .
Then , they came my house @ 8.45am .
Everyone waited for me until 12pm :P .
Lalalala ~
K , hope this won't happen tomorrow .
HAHA ~
Tag replies @ another post ~
I PROMISE I PROMISE :x .
Hehe :x .
Byebye ! :)
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Wtfz lor .
Sweating :( .
I wear JWPS PE shirt & hot pink FBT out .
Whoaa , this combination is super lor .
DAMN WEIRD k :< .
Lastminute decision sucks ttm , see :@ .
Ewww .
Guess what ?
I secretly went out justnow >< .
With parents permission la , duh :x .
I broke the curfew given by the police .
Nevermind , they won't know anyway .
I just hope Ah.Kiong and all will be safe :( .
I miss you guys ttm .
Gotta hug you guys hardhard tomorrow :> .
Niahahahahahah >:D .
K , justnow went out to meet JungWei & Ivan >< . LOL . Hellz . See la , jungwei says my bang very ugly D: .
Eeeeeeeee , hatediehim ttm .
Say me mushroom :< .
Humph :@:@:@:@:@:@:@ .
Hit my head somemore , painpain la .
WALAU !!
We went to 6th floor staircase there .
Surprisingly , i was busy spitting saliva !
HAHA , how interesting is this :> !
While they were busy with their handphones :( .
Noone chup me , i need attention k ! :/
Joke , HAHA :P .
That JungWei hit my head non-stop lor .
EEEEEEEEEEEE .
K la , home now .
Orelse i will be caught by the fucking police again .__. .
Lalalalalalala ~
Sister is sleeping .
So , i shall bath again !
HAHA !
Geeeeeeeez :D .
:) .
Month One.
Hi Mommy !
I am only 3/4 of an inch long ,
But I have all my organs .
I love the sound of your voice .
Every time I hear it ,
I wave my arms and legs .
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby .
Month Two.
Mommy ,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb .
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby .
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though .
It is so nice and warm in here .
Month Three.
You know what Mommy ,
I’m a girl !
I hope that makes you happy .
I always want you to be happy .
I don’t like it when you cry .
You sound so sad .
It makes me sad too ,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me .
Month Four.
Mommy ,
My hair is starting to grow .
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it .
I spend a lot of my time exercising .
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs .
I am becoming quite good at it too .
Month Five.
You went to the doctor today .
Mommy , he lied to you .
He said that I’m not a baby .
I am a baby , Mommy , your baby .
I think and feel .
Mommy , what’s abortion ?
Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again .
I don’t like him .
He seems cold and heartless .
Something is intruding my home .
The doctor called it a needle .
Mommy what is it ? It burns !
Please make him stop !
I can’t get away from it !
Mommy ! Help me !
Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay .
I am in Allah’s arms .
He is holding me .
He told me about abortion .
Why didn’t you want me , Mommy ?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped .
Two more eyes that will never see .
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run .
One more mouth that will never speak .
★ C.TYLZXC here (: .

I love myself for being such a fool in front of you.
Carina'Nanavictoria.






