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It’s not okay that you hurt me , but I am okay . I deserve more , and I know that now . And maybe you knew that inside , that you couldn’t give me that yet . So you set me free . We would’ve been so great , you would never have wished for more than I would’ve given you . But you never gave it a chance . So now you’ll never know what could’ve been . Maybe someday you’ll regret it , maybe someday you’ll think it was the best decision you ever made , but maybe someday you’ll see me walking , smiling and happy , alongside someone who’s also smiling and happy because he has my heart . Maybe then you’ll stop and realize what you’re missing , because someday , someone is going to thank you for letting me go .
5.17pm , 18July .




HAI READERS ! :>
OMG , school tomorrow :( .

Oh-so-bored hurrr .
Kkkkz , continue with my posts :) .



Hmm , yesterday , nothing much :) .

Grandma discharge from hospital :D !
Yay ! :>



Today ..
Woke-up early hurr :( .

Don'tknow why also .
Auto sia ! :<



Wake-up , wash face , brush teeth ..
Then , watch tveh :P .

Nothing much also :( .

Texttexttexttext :> .
Then off to bath ;) .




After that , woodlands; sakura for lunch :) .

Nice :> , but not much choice of foods there also D: .
Probably i'm too picky , HAHA !

Didn't eat much also :x .




Then , father's company next :) .

Cousin , called that grandma fell down .
LOL !

Omgomgomgomg , nevermind .. she's alright now :) .

Skip ..





Went grandma house next :) .

Nothing much also D: .
Chatted there with cousins lorrrr :x .




Ewwwww , wthz .

I really've got nothing to post y'know !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1111





Month One.
Hi Mommy !
I am only 3/4 of an inch long ,
But I have all my organs .
I love the sound of your voice .
Every time I hear it ,
I wave my arms and legs .
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby .

Month Two.
Mommy ,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb .
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby .
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though .
It is so nice and warm in here .

Month Three.
You know what Mommy ,
I’m a girl !
I hope that makes you happy .
I always want you to be happy .
I don’t like it when you cry .
You sound so sad .
It makes me sad too ,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me .

Month Four.
Mommy ,
My hair is starting to grow .
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it .
I spend a lot of my time exercising .
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs .
I am becoming quite good at it too .

Month Five.
You went to the doctor today .
Mommy , he lied to you .
He said that I’m not a baby . I am a baby , Mommy , your baby .
I think and feel .
Mommy , what’s abortion ?

Month Six.
I can hear that doctor again .
I don’t like him .
He seems cold and heartless .
Something is intruding my home .
The doctor called it a needle .
Mommy what is it ? It burns !
Please make him stop !
I can’t get away from it !
Mommy ! Help me !

Month Seven.
Mommy,
I am okay .
I am in Allah’s arms .
He is holding me .
He told me about abortion .
Why didn’t you want me , Mommy ?
Every abortion is just…
One more heart that was stopped .
Two more eyes that will never see .
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run .
One more mouth that will never speak .




Baibai :) .
Not much updates also D: .

Hmmm ..
I'm still lazy to do tag replies .

I'M SORRY :( .

BYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE !! :>


I luv this video ttm :> .
I like this music ttm too :> .

Wanna know why ?
Hehe :> , secreats ! ^^








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