Sunday, August 22, 2010
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These 2/1weeks was a mess . Arguements , Accusations , Misunderstandings , sigh . What more ? Brothers losing my trust , Close friend drifting into a total stranger . Utter disappointment , that's what . Unwanted grudges are here to stay . But then again , what is life without it's downs if all we experience are the ups ? No matter how we want things to be perfect , everything, including us is made imperfect . My trust is failing . My faith is dying . This emptiness i feel , it confuses me . I dont know what i want or need .
5.31pm , 22August .
FUCK THIS GUY .
Seriously .
Now , i fucking hate him TTM .
He changed .
Y'know what he tell me ?
He puts the blame on the gangsters -_- .
What a fucker he is !
HEY , ITS YOUR PERSONALITY , YOU CAN CHOOSE NOT TO BE EASILY INFLUENCE BY OTHERS , DON'T PUT THE BLAME ON THEM .
Now , ihateyou alotalotalot , seriously .
HOW MUCH DID YOU LIED TO ME .
You think i'm a stupid idiot ?
You think idon'tknow what you talk to my friends behind my back ?
_l_ SHITYOU .
I'm not afraid letting you know THIS POST IS ESPECIALLY FOR YOU .
BECAUSE NOW I FUCKING HATE YOU .
EVER SINCE YOU IGNORED ME YESTERDAY .
So what if i've alot of problems with OTHERS .
Thats NOYB right ?
LIFE WILL NOT BE ALL THE WAY UPS .
THERE WILL BE FEW DOWNS .
NOONE IS PERFECT .
FUCK YOU FOR JUDGING ME .
FUCK YOU FOR LISTENING TO RUMOURS .
FUCK YOU FOR TALKING BEHIND MY BACKS .
FUCK YOU FOR BREAKING MY FRIENDSHIP WITH MY FRIENDS .
SERIOUSLY , I NOW THINKS THAT YOU LOOK MORE LIKE A DOG THAN A HUMAN -.- .
I'm F. ANGRY .
REALLY .
Don't think that you have those "AHBENGS" friends then you can be dua sai please .
THATS MAKE ME PUKE , RELYING ON THOSE "AHBENGS" ?
Or rather i should say "GANGSTERS" ?
Seriously , whats wrong with you ?
WHATEVER , IDON'TCARE ANYMORE .
& YOU , STOP INTERFERING INTO MY LIFE .
ORELSE , DON'T BLAME ME FOR MY ACTIONS .
All you could say is ..
"Oh , i can call the police .."
SO ? YOU THINK I F. CARE ?
Please , who will the police side more ?
You're not even from singapore duh -.- .
YOU'RE NOT EVEN SINGAPOREAN !
Whats more to say ?
Who will the police side more ?
USE YOUR BRAIN TO THINK EH .
MAI XIASWAY YOURSELF PLEASE .
Anyway , forget about the scolding part .
Piss me off .
F. HIM SERIOUSLY F. HIM .
Testing my patient .
Anyway , since he ignored me .
I SHALL IGNORE HIM FOREVER x) .
Don't ask me who is he .
Because only afew know who isit .
& they hate HIM TTM also :> .
What a nice people they're !
Hehehehehehe .
They hate him not because what i told them .
Because i didn't even told them whats happening that makes me hate him so much duh -_- .
Its because , his actions & lj attitude makes people hates him (Y) !
Nothing much to update .
Just wanna keep my blog alive + RANTS EVERYTHING OUT .
Hmmm , now i feel much moremoremore better (x .
Byebyebyebyebyebyebye x)x)x) !
"If wanna play game with me , confront me directly , i'll be more than happy to entertain you , but if you lost don't go back home crying to your mummy ok ."
- Oh girl . If this status of yours from facebook is for me . Hmm , i shall say . TELL ME STRAIGHT TO MY FACE , i'll be moremoremore glad to play this game with you too x) . Idon'tknow whether this status is for me , I KNOW SOMEONE READING MY BLOG , HE/SHE will confirm TELL YOU ONE , i swear ;) . IF YOUR STATUS IS FOR ME , COME AND TELL ME TO MY FACE ON MONDAY WHAT YOU'RE UNHAPPY ABOUT ME :) . Furthermore , if this ain't for me , you don'thave to say anything , well , just simply text me will do :> . BUT First thing first , DON'T EVER RELY ON YOUR STEAD :) . Because you'll totally xiasway yourself only -_- . Cry to my mummy ? Are you sure ? :o I'm afraid you're the one man ! HAHAHAH x) . OMFG . Don't forget , YOU'RE NOT A SINGAPOREAN . So becareful in whatever things you do . Anyway , IF this status of yours weren't for me , please clarify things clear with me :) . I shall apologise IF this status of yours wasn't for me (: . -
★ C.TYLZXC here (:
I love myself for being such a fool in front of you.
Carina'Nanavictoria.
