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You can’t see that I’m hurting. You don’t notice the pain. It feels like everyone else is sitting in the sunshine, while I drown in the rain.
4.51pm, 25September.







I've a frigging hard time doing my blog :/ .
Thanks CherylLee for teaching the editing of photos :> .


Alright anyway.
I wanna thanks STICKYLEEEEE :D
Youyouyouyouyou rocks.
Thanks for going all the way to PUNGGOL just to get the stocks and MRT BACK.
For lotsa of times!
& you wanna help me with the stocks too because you're afraid i can't manage right.
HAHA. Thankyousosososomuch! ;)



Let me update about today.
Woke-up @ 8 x) .
Prepare and stuffs.
Went to school for remedial :> .

After that went to slack, chitchat with Ramzan outside school as MrKhan haven't started the lesson.
So, i'm frigging hungry, so i went to 7-11 to get something to eat.
And went back to school :> .
And lotsa people were there.
Counted, there's 16! :D

Studystudystudy.
Actually not really study la :P .
Halfhalf x) .

MrKhan treated all of us 7-11!
How great is that!
HAHAHA. Thanks lotsa! <: Anyway, ate CupNoodle :>:>:> .
Went to Staircase with Nicholas, Ramzan, Shafiqah & Suhaimi.
Chit-chatted there! :D



Walk home with Ramzan.
While walking, saw WenHao' Laopei! :)
Shake his head alittle bit.
Don'tknow got bang until the wall anot.
HOPE GOT LA HOR! :3
GLAD THAT YOU'RE AWAKE <: .


Home-ed @ 12pm :) .



Am I supposed to laugh .. as if nothing's wrong.
Each day passes by ... as if nothing's wrong.
Oh Oh

I need you to come back.
I want to tell you truthfully.
My heart's heavy Fallin Where are you uh!
I can never forget our first date (Why?).
Your birthday is still marked on my calendar.
Oh no I don't believe.
People are saying my laughter has died.
There was a familiarity like long lost friends.
We used to talk on the phone all night.

How did we have so many things to say back then.
How are you doing.
The promises I weren't able to keep still clings to my heart.
I worry bout you alot.
I wonder if you stay awake at night like I do.

And I feel sorry once again.
You said it yourself "You're too mean".
What's the problem? I'm still trying to figure things out.
Like an idiot my regrets came too late.
(Where you at?) If you leave, what am I supposed to do??


I want to be a five years old kid!

I dont have to be stress.
I wont have so many problems to think about.
I can cry whenever i want.
I would smile easily.
I can play and not study so much.
I can run around and not care bout anything else.

Someday i'll wish upon the star
and wake up where the clouds are far behind me
where troubles mount like lemon drops
way above the chimney tops
that's where you'll find me
- somewhere over the rainbow.

If sure places exist, i would wanna go there.
And that's my LALA LAND.


Byebyebyebye :> .
Do tag my, don't view and hop -.- .
Atleast tag ;) !



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