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Before that minute, we were behaving so lovely and all.
And then the next minute, we’re like strangers/(enemies).
9.53pm, 18October.



It's 18TH again! :>
I wanna dedicate this post to my BUDBUD :) .

Dear MINMINhearts' Budbud,
You're fantastic! Iloveyou manymany. You gave my lotsa memories on my 18TH. I can never forget. I wanna tell you ..
Guys? Oh well, there's lotsa everywhere. The guy that you want don'thave to be PERFECT. right? :)
So, why waste time crying on the eighteenth? Why don't you spend the eighteenth with me enjoying ourself? (:

Guys are just like that.
They get you over and done with.
When you haven't get into a relationship,
He will treat you extremely NICE & CARING.

However, when they got you.
They took it for granted.
You are no longer important.
What leftover are just those broken promises scattered around the floor.

Seriously, you told me not to cry over boys.
& i tried. I tried. I tried.
But how about you?
Drinking to numb yourself?
BULLSHITSz.

Budbud, you can try your hardest. You can do everything. And say everything. But sometimes, people aren’t worth trying over anymore. They aren’t worth worrying about. It’s important to know when to let someone go when they’re letting you down :> .
Life is a bitch, pain is a whore, and problems are the motherfuckers who won’t leave me alone.

I know sometimes we have some gathering together you'll feel uncomfortable with the present of him.
It’s hard to pretend that you love someone, when you don’t. But it’s even harder to pretend that you don’t love someone, when you really do.
I know ..

I remembered, you asked me this ..
Have you ever been angry or sad, to the point where you just break down at home, in your room? Your parents don’t know because you keep the tears to yourself, and you cry silently. Your friends don’t know because you talk as if you’re fine and dandy behind the computer screen. Well you’re not fine and dandy, and you know it. No one really knows how you feel, and they have their own lives to deal with, so you don’t bother telling them, you bottle it up, and store it with the other problems or troubles.
Well, come and talk to me if you've had encountered any problems :) . It's alright. I'll be 24/7 for you. MARK MY WORDS. I meant it.

The only guy that deserves you is the one that thinks he doesnt, the one that’ll stick by your side no matter how much you fuck up, and the one who will forgive you mistake after mistake.
If you love something , let it go . If it comes back to you , its yours forever . If it doesn't , then it was never meant to be .



70 Things To Always Remember:

1. To the world you might be one person, but to one person you might be the world.
2. Your presence is a present to the world.
3. You are unique and one of a kind.
4. Your life can be what you want it to be.
5. Take the days just one at a time.
6. Count your blessings, not your troubles.
7. You will make it through whatever comes along.
8. Within you are so many answers.
9. Do not put limits on yourself.
10. Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
11. Reach for your peak, your goal and your prize.
12. Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
13. The longer one carries a problem the heavier it gets.
14. Do not take things too seriously.
15. Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.
16. Remember that a little love goes a long way. Remember that a lot … goes forever.
17. Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
18. Life’s treasure are people together.
19. Realize that it is never too late.
20. Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
21. Have hearth and hope and happiness.
22. Life is 10% of what happens to you, and 90% of how you respond to it.
23. Don’t be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.
24. Take the time to wish upon a star.
25. Words are windows to the heart.
26. You are richer today if you have laughed, given or forgiven.
27. I don’t have to attend every argument I’m invited to.
28. Life is like an onion; you peel off one layer at a time and sometimes you weep.
29. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can’t live long enough to make them all yourself.
30. A good example is the best sermon.
31. No one is easier to deceive than oneself.
32. The greatest fault of all is to be conscious of none.
33. Love is understanding, acceptance, and tenderness. If it tries to strangle and possess, it is not love.
34. The journey of a thousand miles starts with a single step.
35. The task ahead of us is never as great as the Power within us.
36. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.
37. When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don’t see the one which has been opened for us.
38. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you’ve ever had.
39. It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives.
40. Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.
41. Always put yourself in others’ shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.
42. The happiest of people don’t necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.
43. When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling.
44. Live your life so that when you die, you’re the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.
45. Anger is a condition in which the tongue works faster than the mind.
46. You can’t change the past, but you can ruin the present by worrying over the future.
47. Love ……and you shall be loved.
48. All people smile in the same language.
49. A hug is a great gift..one size fits all. It can be given for any occasion and it’s easy to exchange.
50. Everyone needs to be loved…especially when they do not deserve it.
51. The real measure of a man’s wealth is what he has invested in love.
52. Everything has beauty but not everyone sees it.
53. It’s important for parents to live the same things they teach.
54. If you fill your heart with regrets of yesterday and the worries of tomorrow, you have no today to be thankful for.
55. Happy memories never wear out…. relive them as often as you want.
56. Home is the place where we grumble the most, but are often treated the best.
57. The choice you make today will usually affect tomorrow.
58. Take time to laugh for it is the music of the soul.
59. If anyone speaks badly of you, live so none will believe it.
60. Patience is the ability to idle your motor when you feel like stripping your gears.
61. Love is strengthened by working through conflicts together.
62. The best thing parents can do for their children is to love each other.
63. Harsh words break no bones but they do break hearts.
64. To get out of a difficulty, one usually must go through it.
65. We take for granted the things that we should be giving thanks for.
66. Love is the only thing that can be divided without being diminished.
67. Happiness is enhanced by others but does not depend upon others.
68. For every minute you are angry with someone, you lose 60 seconds of happiness that you can never get back.
69. Do what you can, for who you can, with what you have, and where you are.
70. AND DO NOT EVER FORGET… FOR EVEN A DAY HOW VERY SPECIAL YOU ARE!


Anyway, happy 18TH budbud! :>
Waiting for your calls *winkswinks* .



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